Art Appreciation Day

Okay, this a new poem called Art Appreciation Day, I hope You Enjoy

Today is Art Appreciation day,
So gather together and enjoy the exhibits,
Today, i have decided to display the Art of Living,
not breathing but, taking every moment we have and doing something meaningful with it,
Telling our friends and family that we truly love them,
our enemies, we forgive them,
our lovers, we want them,
our lords, we praise them,
Breathe in the smug are we inhale everyday,
with the mindset that it's not all that bad,
They day we can truly see the aesthetic beauty of the things we have, then we we learn to love ourselves and others,
learn to love living,
and love the art of being alive.

Love!

Here's a topic that's on every body's mind all the time, whether they are in love, wish they were, or even wish love would get lost. Everybody at some point in their lives have felt strong feeling for someone else. This feeling that comes over us is love. I have to say that recently, I myself, have slightly encountered what its like to love or in my case have really strong feelings for someone. With out going into too much detail, this girl has the potential to be the "one." I mean every time I'm around her, i begin to feel relaxed, which is weird for me because I'm always on my guard about everything and everyone...I TRUST NO ONE, which says a lot about how i feel when around her, as if all my worries and thought are blanked out for the brief time i get to spend with her. I used to think that the fairy tale movie b.s. that we see about love was extremely fake, but i guess, that old saying patience is a virtue is true after all.
Wish me luck

Revisiting the past to remind me of my future

Over the coarse of spring break i have done pretty much nothing, but worked and played games. I did manage to take some time and go visit my high school, to say hi and see all those who really supported me through those four dreadful years. I took a nice walk up the hill, remembering the days when that hill gave me trouble, and joy, and while walking a began to feel uplifted and rejuvenated once again. Walking in the building, i began to feel suffocated and realized the after i graduated the school began to decay and seem more like a jail. Student were terrible, those I knew seemed to have grown up and other new faces seemed to be the spawned devil children. All i could say is what happened to the beloved castle on the hill. Thinking past that, i went to see all of my teachers that really had my back and supported me with all of my life choices. I realized that they had begun to grow older and grayer, which seemed weird because while i was there even in my Senior years which was only last year, they seemed so young. I was amazed that they were still the same inside, and sad that they were soon either retiring or moving to a different school. I know that once they leave i will have no reason to go back, but i also realize that i need to become successful quick because i have to go back and help them out some how. I only wish that i will ever be able to repay them for all that they have done for me.

Human Nature

I've blogged about the nations efforts with Haiti and the role we played in restoring and rebuilding their home, but now i must direct your attention to another issue, which is the fact that the same effort for Haiti has not been used on Chile. Yes, Chile was affected by earthquakes as well, yet no telethons or speeches or celebs have publiclly exauhsted all of their efforts, as they claim to have done with Haiti. I guess that old saying, "it's not what you know, it's who you Know" is right"

This week's event

I have had the usual week week just about everyday so far. However, Wednesday after class I had the most strange encounter going home from class. As i waited for the bus driver to let me on, he asked me, "how do you feel about, the school closing", i replied, in a matter to show that I'm intelligent, but at the same time i really didn't care to have a conversation at the time. He then asked me if i was a high school student or in college. Prepared to have a full discussion about whatever seemed to be on his mind i took my head phones out and prepared for the worst. To my surprise he actually spoke as if he were extremely educated to be working for the MTA. and in me getting of the bus, he said, to stay focused on my dreams and aspirations, because, the world needs more talented young brotha's out there with some sense and a goal to accomplish. With that said, once again i found more inspiration to move on with my dreams.

Today at work

Today, at work has and is continuely become the worst day ever for me. Every tech problm that we may hope not to encounter, i have encountered several times within hours. It's weird, how everytime im left to fend for myself everything wants to go wackko, and mess up. Everything has happened from constant paper jams to computer shut downs. I'm suprised that the lab itself hasn't exploded into flames or someething. I guess i can look as this as a test of mty ability, which i have to admit, is very good, but something has to give eventually.

Fairy Tales

Earlier this week, my Friends and I, were watching The Swan Princess. It may sound weird, but being the only male with two females around, your kinda outta luck with movie selections. But while watching the movie we started talking about romance and the power of "love", which to me is completely crap, because true or destined love does not exist in my world. I spoke out on the fact that in reality there is no song that can be sung between lover at the same time while in two different places. After saying this, they told me I was heartless and don't know what it is to have true love, yet the people that do fool themselves into the idea of true love, are often those who experience more heart ache. And truthfully, I'd rather be alone and content than to have love than lost.