Whats up with Capta

Okay, we have all done it, signed up for something and have had to type in the words or letter number combo's, that verify if we are Human or not. But recently, they have been choosing words that seem words together, like "Kill People"...when i saw that i immediately chose not to set up an account with whatever it was i was doing at the time. Kill People, how do they generate these words, and for what purpose? Is there a rising secret Internet cult, trying to invade the minds of people everywhere, with these phrases, more on this investigation to come.

The end of the semester

I have Finally reached the end of my second semester, i almost felt sad because, tho i had resented the end, as always, i know it has to happen. I resent the end because, if there ever really an end to anything i or anybody or thing does. I realized that with the end of the semester also came a usual end tot eh blog entries. However, tho i wont be getting a grade for these blog entries anymore i feel, that this has been cool, so i have decided to keep going with it, and keep letting the public know how i feel with each entry. So with this this entry i would like to say goodbye to the grade portions, and get on the real tip with it. This is a warning and a promise, i will never gossip, nor talk about anybody in a way to slander them, However, i will speak my mind, and tell the truth, and nothing but facts and my opinion on which ever piece of news I choose to...In other words, I AIN'T PEREZ HILTON(Okay this was the only time).

Marvel Comics

I have to say that i am a true comic book, video game, glasses wearing, snot nose geek. The only difference is that i dress better, get girls, and well, what can i say I'm fly, yet as fly as i am, i can't refuse to talk about the latest comic book turned movies, and how excited I am about them. Such as the new Iron man that is about to come out, Thor, The Runaway's, and Captain "America". I used quote marks because I'm actually not that fond of him, simply because he is a super American, filled with all of the pro-war, pro-life, and Racism, that they made him to be. I mean really, has anybody every caught on to how racist Marvel can be especially in their black comic books, which is the complete slap in the face. Though I used to love Marvel because I thought they where better than DC, who just don't care who they offend, I have to say that now that i am older, i have to put the comics down, its bad enough that I have to experience this disrespect in life, and to see it on TV, but to have to read it...I REFUSE! I guess, it really is my calling to save visual graphics and the imaginations of children every where huh?

Malcolm X's Killer Free

As of April 28, 2010, Malcolm X's killer(well the one who admitted to it), is free. after severing a BS sentence of 20 years in prison, most of which he was able to work on a work release and only spent two real days in prison a week. How is this possible for one of the men who have slain a positive African American Leader, one who carried so much influence and power, and delivered hope to people of all races. Thomas Hagan, freed a day before his sentence was up because for some reason, his paper work was processed extremely faster than it usually is. As reported by CNN, Hagan, on his release will live the good life, with a loving wife, who is shockingly a political activist, and wealthy women as well, having managed to obtain a large sum of property and, and several well placed business ventures. To me it seems that America has rewarded Hagan, and instead of looking a X as a hero, Hagan, is the real one...is there something i missed? or has America finally showed that they have lost there minds.

Nice Guy's finish last

What a crazy topic to discuss, with all of the emotions and thought that get poured into it on a daily basis, however, i feel that i am more than qualified to discuss it.I confess that often at times i am the nice guy. In my writ 101 class our professor showed us an article from CNN, about the whole good vs. Bad mentality when it comes to male dominance and relationships. The article told all of the nice guys out there that they need to be more assertive or either find a nice porno and a nice brand of lotion in a nutshell(pardon the crudeness). But the article did tell of ways that nice guys can change and become better so that they can find the right one and keep them. This article spoke to me because I found myself being the nice guy far too often, in fact it happened with the last girl i was talking to, but she was just stuck in herself so instead of even being in the friend zone she thought she could use me and be done, but revenge is a dish best served cold, and a whole other subject.But with that i found the motivation to be extremely careful of my way with women and girls, because there is a difference, that as nothing to do with age. I know the whole game,front to back,i know when and when not to show love, or attentions and all, my only problem that may classify me as a nice guy is the whole availability. I often find myself willing to do whatever for girls, and at the drop of a dime. because of this, i often found myself taken advantage of. But with this revelation, i found that i don't want to be the bad boy that girls go after, but a more formidable nice guy and better equipped when it comes to hooking and keeping them. i used to feel like i was hitch, from that movie seeing how i was able to fix and mend other people hearts but never able to do it for my own,which was because i never took the time to pay attention to the true message in it, which was that we cant force ourselves to be somebody else but we can dig deep enough to find the person who we know we are and figure out how to present them to the world.

Charmed I'm Sure

Is the name of my cousins play, which i forgot to tell you about, when i was talking about family.I have to say that i love my family to death but we all have some serious issues. My cousin wrote a one woman play(because she doesn't work well with others, it runs in the family) about her life growing up in Baltimore. Over all I applaud her because she if living her dream, but in order for her to make it she feels that she has to make fun of everything that goes on in Baltimore, not in a way of pride but a weird, slanderous way. She spoke as if she was completely ignorant with a over exaggeration of slang and events. I just found it unnecessary to lie about her home town and the event of her life like that. It is a very good play for those who would know nothing about her life her in Baltimore

The Boondocks are back

One of my most favorite things in the world are comming back to late night television...The Boondocks. Ever since i was little I have read the boondocks comics in the sun paper and was always curious about them because the author and I are really close in age(well he's in his 20's and I'm still 18). I never knew that at a young age I would have been able to be like him, and never thought I would say i want to be like him. Every one always asked me what i would be when i grew up, so i just figured that i had to be grown up in order to make a change or do something important, but know that i am older i realize that all those years, where jsut training for me to finnaly begin to achieve my goal to become a game designer and make the games that at one point i was too young to play but would, and games that others could play with out having to say, "why is character always a white guy or why are the cornrolls always so clunky and weird looking?" For once i wold like to have a character that could speak slang that doesnt make you wonder were they just being racist or not, or be able to dress the way i want in a sims game with out thinking that gay or just plain ugly. Well the boondocks are back on may 2, and with that another reminder for the world to be ready for em to change the gaming and television industry. One small step for me, one giant step for gamers everywhere.

I never thought i'd like this blog thing

I have to say that since taking this class, and writtign this entries i feel more creatively intune than ever before. It's like i can say what i want when i want without havign to feel wierd for having a "journal" which i a girl thing, but can still get a lot off of my chest. I told myself that with this project that i would never turn into a celeb blogger and start gossiping about people and things like that, because to me thats just childish and People never really get it that invading other peoples privacy can have serious consequences, and can land you a punch in the face(lol). But i would like to congradulate myslef for keeping it real and being honest.

dreams

I always wondered what would it mean if we didnt dream at night. Would that mean that we have given up on hope or feel that our dreams are useless in getting by day to day? What would cause somebody to give up on dreaming and not care at all? I know for a fact that i cant say that i dont dream but for long periods at a time, i wont have dreams, or any feelings at all. Its like i would isolate everything, all feelings and emotions, thoughts, concerns, and joys, and lock them away from everyone including myself, and wouldnt know why. I always joke and play that i am crazy, with my friends, but i never know whether i really am or jus thinking a lot about everything. Some of the greatest men and women to ever live, have had moments like these, does that make them crazy, or jus a bit more open minded than others...I wonder

Family matter

We all remember the show Family matter, that now comes on Nik@Nite, well I'm sure we have seen a show something like it where we often wish that our families could be something like this. Well, I'm here to say that that will never happen in my family. My family has to be one of the most dis functional families ever, which a lot of people say, but for me this is the truth. Everything in my family revolves around money, which nobody really has but all fight over. Each gift is never anything sentimental but a card with money, we fight, we give each other cards with money, which is crazy because every time someone fights its about money. Arguing about money has been in my family for such a long time, i can almost imagine that as slaves, they would fight oer who got more food or whipped more(its not funny its sad). I think that i am the only one who doesn't go through that, I have to be the most generous and giving person in my family, which says what...where did i really come from?